Hey everybody,

I'm still here. Thanks John (now I know your real name) smile You may not know this, but you've been a guardian angel to me in dark times. Also, Thanks Kalni and LOLOL. I do need a push, a jump start, a cyber hug (at least) once in a while. It gets so lonely out here.

Anyway, just wanted you all to know I'm OK. I've landed back on the ground from a VERY long emotional overhaul (since last summer). It's been a real struggle for me. Finding out that my husband is a deamon, another man whom I do not know, was frightening. I must tell you my spiritual advisor, Fr. Tony, gave a dynamic speech last Sunday, and I really felt true healing. (You can read about it on the Forgiveness thread if you're interested.) It's under the title "the eerie story of the life of love." It's the last posting there.

Anyway, I just had to share this following message my 59-year-old H sent out into cyberspace to a 37-year-old on a dating Web site. (Please don't ask me how I know this). Yes, I know it's not true DBing, but at least I didn't sob about it. I'm taking care of business now. In other words, I'M DONE. There is no turning back, but I thought to put it up here in case anyone wants to read:

"If a man steals your heart is he a villain, or only if he breaks it? What super powers do you posess? Do you have any weaknesses? Please do not let my age fool you, Super Heroes never age. They just become more experienced and wiser. Write me, I do not posess the power of telepathy."

I must say, I busted up LMAO.

peace,
poet