Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

Alright all, help keep me on the straight and narrow path.

I just got off the phone with Mediator who is very nice, and spoke to me at length about things. There's no good way in/out of the big D, but I still think it's better to mediate than go to Lawyers direct..

I have to fill out financial form, and he'll review and suggest if we should try mediation, or go to Lawyer..

I am sweating this thing big time, and can't believe I am on the phone with someone who's sole purpose is to help split up my family and finances...

I still don't understand how my W sees this as the best course of action and how her life is going to be so much better personally and financially after we split up..

But, I guess that's something I'll never know the answer too...