It's ok. You are going to be better sooner than you think. This is a very very hard time and it's beyond heart breaking. It's ok to have these melt downs. Just make sure you take care of yourself, and don't get fired.
Also, I recommend you never tell her what kind of physical impact her bs is having. Ok?
Just keep breathing, one foot in front of the other. This is tough, but you are getting better everyday.
