At least I haven't let H see me like this. As far as he knows, everything is just hunky-dory. I'm doing my best to keep it that way.
I feel like I did back in May when this all started. Things were better in June. Then blew up again right after the 4th. I started to GAL and felt stronger in late July/August. I really wish I could figure out what the set-back trigger is so I can fix it!