I'm barely holding it together today. Don't know why the last few days have been so hard for me. There's nothing I can put my finger on. I keep questioning myself and trying to figure out how/why I didn't see this mess coming. How could I have prevented it? If I'd done this or that little thing differently 3 years ago, would we be here now? Things like that.
I had my second DB coaching session with Dotty last night. I felt better afterward, but now I feel like it might have been wasted. I think it was too soon after the first call--like I'm being impatient. I only have 1 call left and I can't afford more. I'd better make it count!
