If HE leads you to it, HE will get you through it. I have been looking at it like this... Because of what we have been going through, there must be something really amazing in store for us. Something that is so enormous, that we wouldn't even have thought of. Whether it be with MR. Orchid, or some Mr. Wonderful just waiting in the wings.
Have a good flight. You still have a friend meeting you right? I will be thinking of you, and keeping you in my prayers.
GOD will shower you with his Blessings. You just wait and see!