CIPA, you're handling a horrendously difficult and draining phase well. It won't feel like it at times although you already know that's what it is - a phase that you will move forward from with time.

Your kids are lucky to have you for their dad. One day, you will all be thankful for the way you are conducting yourself for them as best you can.

Me 42
W 39
Married: 11 Jan 1998, T: Since 1992
First Bomb: Sep 2007
Confirmed A/OM: 4 Nov 2007
Kids: D10, S5
Reconciled and together again after (alot of) time and heartbreak.
3rd kid, S, born 2 Jan 2010.