I know exactly what you're feeling! Tonight the W is out of town on business and I don't even miss her. I took the kids out to dinner this evening to The Loop where we had pizza and played video games. I couldn't have been happier. I put the kids to bed and read several golf magazines. I was content. How can this be? Shouldn't I miss my W? What does this mean? It's down to 36 days till Retrovaille and I starting to have second thoughts about attending. I had such a strong weekend all by myself that it's spilled over into the week. Again, I don't understand. I'm starting to see a future w/o my W and I'm o.k. with it; however, I'm not o.k. with potentially spending less time with my kids. Is this just part of the hideous rollercoaster ride we're on? I'm not intelligent enough to figure this out on my own.
-LFH
ME: 38 W: 35 D2.5 and S5 Married 12 years Separated (same house, different rooms) INILWYAM by W: 4/16/2009 The day W requested a D: 4/17/2009
