Hey MJ...

(((Hugs))) to you my friend...I have been reading your post and I am sorry about the letter...Dang these men!

Glad I can still make someone laugh smile

He texted me tonight after 7 days of no contact...Wasn't a good time...My Pastor called and emailed me wanting to know how he can help...I am basically once again in tears and boom here comes H with a text talking about how is everyone?
I said good...You?
He says Ok...
I said I want to ask you a question and I want an honest reply...
He says Sure
I said How did we fall so far and where do we go from here...
He says He doesn't know...
I said To either question? Then said (I know Puppy is going to kill me for this) What do you want? What will make you happy? I know what I want however I now know I can't make you come back..If you want out, I will no longer fight you.
His response was.."Talk about it later"

Then he went back into his hole probably with the FT sitting right there and I am once again so lost.

Now What?


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~