(((Hugs))) to you my friend...I have been reading your post and I am sorry about the letter...Dang these men!
Glad I can still make someone laugh
He texted me tonight after 7 days of no contact...Wasn't a good time...My Pastor called and emailed me wanting to know how he can help...I am basically once again in tears and boom here comes H with a text talking about how is everyone? I said good...You? He says Ok... I said I want to ask you a question and I want an honest reply... He says Sure I said How did we fall so far and where do we go from here... He says He doesn't know... I said To either question? Then said (I know Puppy is going to kill me for this) What do you want? What will make you happy? I know what I want however I now know I can't make you come back..If you want out, I will no longer fight you. His response was.."Talk about it later"
Then he went back into his hole probably with the FT sitting right there and I am once again so lost.
Now What?
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~