I'm sorry your evening went like this. Don't forget though he has been 'done' before. You're still in game. It sounds like you're controlling yourself a lot better now too.
You should be proud of your personal growth.
If you decide you're done it's your decision, but you should still be proud of your changes.
Me: 35 W: 31 S:9 M: 10 years Together 13 MySitch - Ups & Downs She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.