One last thing..does he really hate me that much? he had not one ounce of love for me except for the mother of his children. In a matter of 5 months I went from being someone that he wanted to grow old with and spend the rest of his life with to his best friend the only person he had in this world, to his friend, to loving me as the mother of his children, to caring about me as the mother of his children to hating me. All in 5 months..now he cannot stand to be around me..yet he hangs out with me until he goes to bed. I dont get it. I really do not. This is not affecting him at all...Does he get what this is going to do? Does he understand that d is FINAL..I..am most def. in crisis bc I feel as if there is NOTHING i can do...HIs mind IS MADE UP!
