You must have faith! You just might have something here w/filing for contempt. It may not get you the "bigger picture", but it's a start in the right direction.

I will put my faith in the man upstairs and pray that he will guide you on the 14th.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.