I'm the one who asked him last night if he still wanted to talk before the MC or if he wanted to just wait until Thursday. His saying that he wanted to talk and then not saying anything was really bothering me.
I think he took down our couple profile today, or he changed the password. I tried logging in (I wanted to check on it's status and his single status) and couldn't get in. Could be either- he may have finally taken it down if he was discouraged after last night.
I know I shouldn't, but I hate feeling like I've let him down. I'm really torn up. I could just "take one for the team" again, but I don't want to do that anymore, and my standing up for myself is making us both miserable. Damned if I do, damned if I don't.
