wow what a question and I was just thinking about that last night. Anywhere between three and a half to four years give or take. I haven't quite pinpointed what I believe was the beginning, but more of a time span when I think the denial sort of crept in. Full replay began in fall 06, got hot and heavy until 8/07, let up for a while then picked back up 3/08, slowed again this spring. Depression on and off his whole life but it crept into the MLC slowly from 9/08 (evident depression). Sort of was lifting for a bit, but then back to full replay in June, now much depression. Worse than I've ever seen it. He looks right through us sometimes. Other times, he sees but the sadness is there, and sometimes gone completly. And he can cycle through this in a matter of hours. Monday was ok most of the day, yesterday was good until around 11pm, then this am we have the anger again. Now silence. Who knows what tonight will bring. And I must say anger was in full force throughout the hard replay times. That was when I was the devil walking for months on end. Wierd things happening again though. I'll tell you on the alt when we find each other.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
