Feeling down again today. Dont get me wrong. I am doing things, went out with my GFs, finished 3 paintings yesterday and today(sold 6 so far), I make sure I look good everyday, I am working my a$$ off at work... BUT, things are happening around me I cant control. Upsetting things, sad things. Things that remind me of what has happened and what it is to come... Athens seems so f..ng empty these days... It feels like a silent city, like watching TV on mute. I am right in the middle, I feel like I am missing my purpose in life. Just filling up days and existing. I am sure it is a phase, it is all too familiar. Still it makes me sad. Hopefully by next Thursday I will be done with the hectic part at work. Hopefully something is going to change. Inside and out. K
