Search online for a local hunting club. Go to their next meeting. Are you a novice or expert or somewhere in between? Up here where I live the clubs are active. They have their own lands and schedule hunts. You will meet some new people there. In my experience almost all of the members are very friendly.
I think that you need to start filling your time with anything except sitting at home an thinking about your situation. You need to get busy. Volunteer. Fill those empty moments so that you don't send emails to your wife.
I'm sorry Kevin.
I'm a man . . . But I can change . . . If I have to . . . I guess . . .
