DID XH M OW or not??

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w8ing
Thanks for visiting
I dont really think XH has hit his real bottom yet
It seems he hits it and bounces up
he still lives in a delusional state
but I am arouind him so little now that whoi can really tell??

I dreamt about OW Wife
she was attractive in dream-but not better than me
there was no comparison between us in the dream
IN this dream I was avoiding all contact with her
just like in my life
I guess I am still not ready to deal with her
and if I can run maybe she will go away??
but in reality she is there
a worm..she is nothing
I still chose to have no contact..and there is no real reason for anything else
My xh life is none of my business
XH still has not told his kids he is M for 6 weeks now
He seems sober this week according to my brother who works with us
Ive hardly seen him he is staying away from me
my therapist says--xh will stay angry wioth me untill visitation becomes more as he wanted every other weekend and that his wife is included in outings
I have not stopped xh from telling kids
I encouraged him too an few weeks ago
I feel it is not my place to encourage this little step family with my kids
as I dont trust him or her
I still feel the least he sees them is better for tham
and better in nuetral environment like the movies or gamerooms instead of his love shack where he uses prescriprrion drugs
peace