I'm new wondering if this works...

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haha BigJohn (ughs I hate to say that :)) and Stronger has a point.

Back then, I got into serious gymming big time - for ME. It sure beat the drinking and sinking into depression and feeling sorry for yourself route. Even in WAW mode, W could not help but notice - even when she insisted that her A with OM and lack of connection with me had "nothing to do with physical attraction or looks". I liked the distraction, the goals of getting immensely strong and feeling good, the adrenaline rush. When her colleagues and friends did the usual mild flirting at social events, and commented how hot her H was, even asking if they could loan me for hen parties, I knew it unsettled her.

Didn't matter to me, I just liked working towards adding another 10 lbs to my bench press or shaving another minute off my times for distance running.