Hmm, if you didn't have any expectations then you wouldn't be upset now. I understand, just trying to point out why expectations are bad.
It's still early-ish...go get yourself a nice slice of cake or a bouquet of flowers. I buy them for myself when I want a pick me up!
And remember, this is going to be a great year for you. It may be painful right now but by this time next year you will be a stronger person who knows she can handle anything life throws at her!
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g