trying hard to figure things out

[twistfigure]

So opinion time guys. Right now I am living with a woman twice my age and while she's my best friend and I love her to death, she is very hard to live with. I'm really thinking of going ahead and buying a home of my own before the 8000.00 tax credit ends in Nov but I'm so afraid to move ahead. I haven't really thought about what I wanted to do much until to day and while I do not want to rush into anything. Buying a house would definately be GAL. I have never lived by myself and I think it would be good for me but at the sametime what if he comes back ???? Any ideas????