So, once I finished running my errands, both of the movies I wanted to see would have meant being late to pick the boys up from school, so the day didn't work out quite like I planned. I improvised by ordering a pay-per-view movie, Duplicity. It was very slow, just so-so. H sat next to me the whole movie but fell asleep less than halfway in. Still, I enjoyed watching a movie in the quiet.

The boys both had a great first day of school. Dinner and homework are all done and I have a hair appt. at 7pm.

Back to work tomorrow and not looking forward to it. I am blessed with a great job, I know that, but I really need to make a change but there is the fear of letting go of the $$ and making less than I am now, putting doubts in my head about "what if?"...H leaves and I need the $$...H tries to use the amount I gave up against me, etc. etc.


BIM
M 39 / H 40 / S 9 / S 6 / T 20 / M 11

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