I'm new wondering if this works...

[RedSoxFan]

Stronger and RSF - you are right = I actually have asked him without anger but conifidently = if you want a D, then why don't you file one?/

I have to know INSIDE MYSELF that if he doesn't want me it's his loss.

Calling a bluff is a useless, emotionally reactive tactic.

Like STronger said, I "keep ironing and watching Family Guy"

I read your words and it makes me feeling stronger in what I'm doing.

As for the agreement, its a simple maintenance agreement. One page, it says W will stay in our house with kids and I will pay her $XXXX.XX dollars per month for support. That's it. It's notorized and maintained in W's attorney's office.