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[RedSoxFan]

"I wonder how fathers just relax and go with it when their children are taken to places that are unsafe or their life partner is lying in bed for the weekend with another man?"

Now you know how your W felt.

Not really. I put her through a living he!!. The fact that she would even speak to me again after that speaks volumes about what a wonderful person she is. It's hard to imagine what I could ever do to make up for that.

What have you been doing outside of the DB R stuff for yourself? And I don't mean dating other women. Have you been GAL?

I haven't been seeing other women I have been taking decent care of myself. Actually, I have spent the last many months focused solely on my own healing and well being...physically and emotionally. I had begun to plan how I was going to try to reconcile with W when I found out she was with OM. That's been almost two months ago. I spent the first month in a pathetic heap at her feet and the second month at a distance being obsessed with how to win her trust and win her back. I'm still taking good care of myself, getting out some,etc. but unfortunately I haven't gotten to a place where I'm not thinking about her when I fall asleep or when I raise my head in the morning.