Robx, Puppy, Ketricken - About the previous post, I am sorry. I don't only feel like I let myself down. I let you all down as well. I know you have spent a lot of time on me and today I feel like I wasted your advice. Its not wasted, I know I just need to turn myself around (again).
Robx - I told the IC that I was reading "No More Mr. Niceguy." and he said that it was a reasonable book for me.