FIB, my friend, I wish that I could give you an explanation for her behaviour that would make sense. But I cant.
So, please try not to figure out the demons that drive her because it matters not.
What matters to me is you. You and your kids. Trust me when I tell you that your children, while they obviously cant understand it all, they feel what's right. They know their father. Inside, they know. Children have an uncanny ability to be able to see things for what they are.
I know that this is not the life you wanted for yourself or your children. I know that you are torn up inside about it all.
So, I will say this because I believe it down to my core. What is supposed to happen, will happen, in the way it should.
Let go of the life you thought you were going to have so that you can embrace a new life for yourself and your children.
We talked about this. Children dont have to be with you everyday. They just need their daddy to love them, to be present during their time together, to feel safe with him. Your children have that with you.
You are an amazing man. You have carried youself with dignity, honor and strength. I am priviledged to know you.
I pray for you a life filled with serenity and peace, happiness and contentment. You deserve nothing less.
