Ok todays news or not news I still dont know either way isnt going to throw me. The old me would have been on the phone screaming my head off reminding him that I wouldnt accept used goods back again! NO NO NO..

So I am setting my picnic out for him to see, ok so he might not be able to see me but Im sure he will hear about me from S. He is visiting him this weekend so something will slip out!

I hear you cry but thats not detaching, well sort of as Im carrying on with my life as usual and not letting what he is doing affect me. Although Im still not sure what to do about the financial commitments he has not kept too. Do I email him and state the obvious that he hasnt paid it, or pay it and tell him I have done so!

I cant believe that after todays shock I am sitting here as calm and serene as I feel, maybe it will catch up with me tomorrow who knows, gotta get up early take S to work, back for a docs appointment then go ride madam. The rest of the week I have plenty to do so will be occupied for a fair bit of the time thank goodness, he might think that Im outta sight outta mind but the same applies to him also!

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W 47
H 47
M 24
T 30

Once lost but now found and happily married again!