Sorry Ive been gone a while... military commitments. Not much has changed, except the 2 month "cool down period" has passed. She did tell me that she doesnt feel "that way" about me anymore. Thats a first. I know shes still in high gear to get this D over with though.
The one thing that really bothers me is that I know now that we are on two different wavelenghts for sure. I know this because I was with the social worker who is investigating our case(for custody reasons) and she told me that this is the hardest case shes ever worked because it seems that nothing that either of us has said jives with each other... NOTHING. It scares me because we were with the social worker, and she(the W) was telling a side of her story that never happened, including conversations that never took place. I told the social worker that I had no memory of these things ever happening in front of the W and she later accused me with tears in her eyes, of lying as we left the place. I know its common place to think your WAW is going crazy, but seriously Im really wondering now. Everything that has happened she sees totally different. She even got real upset because when the social worker questioned our D, even my D said her mommy had been lying. This isnt looking good... Im not giving up, but man Im really scared.
