Its only 4:30 Dia, I have tons of time! I think that if I can just get it drained, it wont be hard to get it clean and refilled.
The one thing that I let myself slack on was painting in my stair well. We bought this house brand new and a lot of things were not done well, or not done at all. Painting is one of the things, the walls were primered, but had never actually been painted. Everything has been painted since then but the stair well. The ceiling at the bottom of the stairs is ~20ft. So I needed on of those big poles. I dunked one of my $200 black leather motorcycle boots in white paint. Got paint everywhere, it was miserable. It needs a 2nd coat, but I just cant bring myself to do it.
I would rather clean the hot tub 10 times than paint those stairs again!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
Ok, so now H wants me to meet him in the city after all. I dont know what this is going to look like. I dont like not knowing what Im walking into. It doesnt seem like he would be seeking me out like this if he just wanted to give me some papers... I have thought about meeting him at the gate at the airport but I dont know... wow. Its a good thing Ive been so busy this weekend, I wouldnt sleep tonight if I wasnt so freaking exhausted...
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
Just pretend it's not him. It's someone else who doesn't make you nervous. Know what your motivations for meeting him are. If there are papers for him to sign, have them ready and have a pen that works. Make a list of everything YOU want out of this meeting. Make sure you get your list accomplished.
Wishing you luck too, BR. Don't worry about the stairs. I know how busy you've been; doesn't matter. Hot tub though, that sounds good!!! My thoughts & prayers are with you, BR!!!!
"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
Well, yesterday may not have been my day, but last night certainly was!
I met H in the city and we had a convoy, he has a rental car, back down to the house. H hung around, I could tell he didnt want to leave, and we just talked and laughed and had a great time! I was so nice having him here, and not at all like he was last year, the aliens finally took away the pod person and returned my husband! And after staying up waay too late, I had a sleepover! This morning he didnt seem ashamed or upset when he woke up, I left him in bed when I went to work.
I still dont know what his plan is, I dont know what he wants, but I am, so far, really enjoying whats happening, so Im just going to roll with it. I dont actually feel the need to have a serious R talk, I dont need to demand answers or anything like that. I dont know if hes going to be there when I get home, or if hes going to stay with me or in his tent.
No expectations and no pressure... Ill just keep reminding myself...
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
