My heart is still telling me H wouldnt let me find out that way, he made sure I knew about the new flat before telling S. The only thing I can think of is that he is mad at me for putting the dispute on that fraud thing and getting his card cancelled, but I didnt get his card cancelled the bank did that, it had nothing to do with me at all!
It so hard isnt it, the man I loved is kind, considerate, caring, loving, wouldnt hurt a fly and I still thought I was the centre of his world, its a lot to come to terms with not being the centre of his world but to find out you didnt even really know them is just as difficult to get to grips with!
Thanks for being there Nell x
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W 47 H 47 M 24 T 30
Once lost but now found and happily married again!
