wife left, wants divorce, possibly bipolar

[ryepatch]

hey,

i don't think she has an addiction though it's possible, she's certainly strung-out looking when i see her. i know the psychedelics, which can be good under certain conditions for emotionally stable people, have not helped.

still, the pool metaphor applies. . . i'm hanging on, but eventually i'll have to take some kind of action. . . may have to drop the cats off with her if i can't care for them, which will piss her off cause she says they're not her cats anymore.

but they are. they're no more my responsibility than hers.

really bothers me. plus if i have to move out of here by myself, i'm the one with the emotionally difficult task of going through all our stuff. if she's more ok with this split than i am, then it's less difficult for here, right? so she should be the one doing it!