Hello..sorry you are here but it is a good place to be.
I am kind of in the same boat so to say so I know how you feel.strap yourself in it is a rough ride.be patient work on yourself.I know it really bites right now trying to find work but don't get discouraged just keep your head up.as far as her with the drugs not a good sign.I know from experience that will only make things worse.all you can do is wait for her to get help or hit rock bottom.
Read as much as you can here it will help.walkaways are strange creatures.start venting and journaling it is good to get it out.there are good people here that will help.


God Bless


H 49
W 42
S 19
S 14
S 12
S 8
D 6
M 19
Bomb dropped 2/09
Separated 5/09
still hopeful, praying