I took my son to a water park up here today and had a blast despite the rain. It was good to get out and laugh and leave my phone in the car and forget about the M for the day. Interesting that when I did talk to H he was so happy we had a good time and wanted to get together for dinner.
I think when I am happy and living life he feels like he is missing out. When I am miserable and depressed which is totally understandable, he is distant and uninterested. I tell you this just because I think it is the reason everyone says to GAL. Some days are easier than others, but it feels good when I can let go and live life despite the fact that my M is in the toilet.
