He just had three helpings of Lasagne! Yep, he's really uncomfortable! He told me that it looked like it rained here while he was gone. I said I don't know it might have! That was a great 'quick think'! Maybe I was out of town
They say that the MLCer acts normal around other people. Work etc. So I don't know if you could spot it in someone else. Maybe the eyes. But then they don't look at other people the way they look at us. My friend, who also does my hair, said when she saw H last that he had a weird personna about him. Like an emptyness!
H is doing the dishes now, and hasn't said anything about the letter yet. He may be testing my reaction. I've been on my laptop, singing while in the kitchen, dancing to some music that came on TV! I hope he doesn't think I'm on something!
Have you ever seen a Triatholon where the last ones are coming in after midnight, and they're even sitting down for sev minutes before they're coaxed to get up again. That's what these guys are like. Fast at the beginning, but slowing down at the end. Mine use to be gone all weekend, then went to getting home late at night, now it's usually home by eleven. Still trying really hard to make sure I know things are still going through as planned.
Little does he know, he's not the one in control! GOD knows every star in the sky, every hair on our head, and he knows how our lives will be lived before we are born. He knew what was in that letter. He was there when H wrote it. He was probably shaking his head and wondering what crazy thing are you doing now!
