Thank you Stronger. He called about an hour ago but I was out of the house and didn't get my phone. Don't think I'm going to call back tonite...wait a day or so. I don't always want to be on his timeline for everything. I took a nice walk today with my mom, and was actually feeling a little giddy from my date night last night, so all good. Thank goodness I am out in CA with my family this week vs. in our apt alone.
His message was just that we hadn't caught up in awhile, should probably connect this week, how am i doing, etc. relatively neutral tone but it's gotta be about getting the ball rolling or picking up his furnature or something. But calm is important and I am trying to think of his negative qualities right now and think I am fine no matter what. I have a full work day tomorrow so don't want to have this conversation right now, but again, want it sooner rather than later.
i think i may try tomorrow afternoon...knowing I have the buffer of staying here w my family and friends through this weekend will help also.
Thank you for your support. I am trying to not let fear overcome me and act as if I'm in charge...you are right.
