OK - here's the thing. You guys won't be seeing quite so much of me in the next few months ... I've had to move my counselling to evening appointments instead of Monday lunches AND I have had to remake my Friday hair appointment for Saturday. Why?? ...
... I GOT THE JOB!!!!
Oh ladeeeez (and gents!), I can't tell you what a weight off my shoulders this will be up until December. It's only short term, as we knew, but it gives me immense breathing space.
When I got the call this morning, first thing I wanted to do was call H and tell him. Now I don't know what to do ... I could say nothing and just pay my half share of the bills into the account every month or I could let him know and then he can make the next move. What to do??
I don't want to risk him finding out from the gossips again, as he did last time and yet I don't want him to think that I am telling him just to make contact. I also don't want him to think that I haven't contacted him in the past two weeks as I have been at work and too busy to have done so!
Any suggestions? I'm kind of thinking that it may improve communication between us if he feels less financially pressured and yet I don't want to cave in on my DB technique now that I have struggled for this long. A conundrum, eh??
Thoughts please ... I start work on Thursday!
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
