Hi JCJ Just been reading your latest and I feel some sadness but considerable strength coming from you. You have been detaching more and more and I think that your latest feelings re H are going to be the deal breaker in how you move forward.
I was envious of your home cooked roast ... I'm a veggie but still love all the trimming, especially the YP's!! Your life sounds so warm and homely to me - everything that I am currently missing out on in my life.
So happy that Maple has decided on a comfortable way around for the house to be! Good karma will come when all your ducks are in a row!
Hang on in there Julia. .. you are doing so very well.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"