I'm such an idiot! LOL! I wasn't even thinking and really, I've been doing this long enough, I should know better. But it really never even registered with me because the subject matter was soooo boring in my mind but needed attention still. I was really just telling him so he could remind me in case I forgot, which I had done multiple times already.
I asked him today "When I said I wanted to talk, did your heart drop?" He said "Not really, but I wasn't excited about it honestly. Things have been pretty normal and I've been enjoying that." I asked him "Why didn't you ask me what I wanted to talk about?" He said "I just didn't want to deal with it at that very moment." I understand.
