I opened the letter today to find blah, blah, blah!
He addressed it My Dear MJ, and signed it Best Wishes (insert his name).
It was several pages long filled with justification and pinning the blame on me for the reason we are getting D. He said he was lonely. Ya right! I have sat here for a year watching him live like a teenager and having ow. He also said it was uncomfortable for him living in the same house with a D looming. My thoughts on that is because I have been giving him my unconditional love and it makes him feel like an a*# so he is uncomfortable. Goes on to say that I blame other people for the breakup of our marriage. ( must be referring to other woman) I have never mentioned her to him! He also is misinterpreting my kindness as denial of everything.He also says I want you to have happiness, but it won't be with me. Blah, blah,blah. He says he feels the presence of GOD all around him. That he knows GOD. If he did, he would not be committing adultry.
I was so hoping it would be a remorseful letter. (sigh). I read it, and then went to my friends house to read it to her. I am good. I am strong. I never shed a tear. My friend said it is almost like he wrote that letter to say, "Hey, I'm over here!" Like he needed to get my attention. I have been feeling so at PEACE with myself and showing detachment.
