And yet another update on this saga. I am picking up the book tomorrow on the way home from work. we are doing an in house seperation. We are not sure if we want a divorce yet so we are taking it back to the beginning. Friends. We have not told the kids that this what is going on but they know something is wrong.... kids just know when the flow of the house has changed. I spent most of the morning at my moms... I just could not hold it together. How can anyone when they feel the love of thier life slipping through thier fingers like grains of sand. It is so hard to look at him, But this is how it has to be. I am trying so hard to be strong but I have moments... and we all know how that is all to well. After all thats why we come here. good luck all. Stephanie
t=5.5yrs m=4 kids=4 (8,9,10,&11) I dropped the bomb 10-09 regaining myself in house seperation 9-6-09 divorce final 4-19-10 Moved out 9-17-09
