The to do list is DONE!!! I am so pleased! Now I just have to go through and make sure that everything that Ive cleaned is still clean (I have 2 sloppy slobbery dogs who can ruin it all very quickly) and put the nice clean bedding on my bed. I would have like to have gotten the hot tub cleaned and back in service again, but I just dont have time, I probably could get it done actually, so its still an option... maybe a good idea?

So now I am starting to get nervous. Not a lot, but enough to think about it alot. I really dont know what to expect. I dont expect anything from him, hes proven to me that he really cant live up to my expectations anyway! Its weird to think that Ill see him again, and in such different circumstances than last year when we said goodbye.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...