I had been posting on another place, but seemed slow, so thought maybe this would be better place for me..
Well its been one week since DH moved out. I actually had a pretty good week. I kept busy, was positive, texted DH a few times just asking somethings about the house, etc. Nothing R wise, just simple stuff.
Then I took a chance and asked him out for dessert Friday night. He agreed, then asked if we could go out for whole meal and if he could bring his laundry over. I said yes. We had a great time, no R talk, just life talk. Was nice to actually have a conversation with him, usually its just me talking and him randomly nodding his head. I got a hug when he left, which was nice.
Well, this weekend is my bday..yea, sucks that all this crap happens now, but oh well..what do you do. I got HB from all of his family, his mom called, his step mom called and I just kept waiting for him to at least text or something and finally he did about 5pm. a "happy birthday" was all I got. I guess it was something right?
Well this weekend, he went up north to spend time with his buddies who are all single and all they do is party and tried to get laid. Yea, great bunch of friends...and so I sit here and think all nasty thoughts...negative thoughts and get angry.
Why can't he grow up? Why can't he be responsible? Why can't he find friends that are married and responsible?? And lastly..is he really who I want to be with if he won't ever change????
I know I can't control him or what he does and I never will be able to, so if he doesnt change, is this the person I want to be with the rest of my life?
