I interpret his comment about appreciating me to be his way of saying it but clarifying that it isn't that other romantic kind of appreciating. Doesn't matter...I know I'm mind reading but I know him pretty well. It scares him how cool I've been and how different the dynamic is. Even that we had that weird experience earlier and that I have moved on...it used to be a frickin 5 hour conversation when my feelings were hurt. I like myself like this much more. Him, he is confused and about to go into fantasy land...so, I bank on nothing.
I like the appreciation comment. That feels very real and meaningful. It's awesome to see you relaxed and in control in your own way. In the recent past I have thought about send W flowers and the most meaningful thing I could think of for the card was: "you are loved and appreciated". I didn't of course and not sending the was the right thing to do.
How will you spend the next two weeks?
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AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09
