Listen, a couple of things. You feel what you feel. This is a difficult time in your life and your emotions are going to be all over the place and that's ok. Feel them and then move forward.
But, it doesnt matter what you think about your w - if she is MLC, WAW, or has fallen out of love. You still have to do to do the same things.
You have to do the work on you. You have to think long and hard about what you contributed to the problems in your marriage, what things about you that you want to change and how to be the best MW you can be.
You have to try to let your w go for now. Let her walk her journey and you walk yours.
None of us know what the future holds. None of us.
So, get to gettin'. Do whatever you have to do to move forward. Day by day, step by step.
