The one thing I wanted, an intact family, is being destroyed by someone I don't even know anymore, and I am going to pay the financial piper as she prances around in her new car and new fake boobs, while I pay her minimum 500 a week in child support, and who knows what else.
It ends up with me essentially bankrupt, and foreclosed on.
It could be worse, I could be sick or dying, and I am sure some people may have it way worse than me. I can't get my head around accepting what it is yet, if she wants to take me to the cleaners, I just as soon take her with me, and fight for custody of my d8. I can only see minimal areas I can fight back right now.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."
