BM, I wonder if our sitches are so different as you think. We seem to be in about the same place, both wanting more from our H's than they are giving. I've not settled yet though, I'm still pursuing life with H to a fuller R. Maybe I'll get there, maybe I won't, and I'll deal with it when I feel the time is right. When I don't have the gut feeling H has more to give.
Something coming more from H is his opinion on things again. It's good but hard to adjust after I've been doing things 'my way' for so long in his absence. He's got great ideas though! I have to be careful I don't fall back into the rut of running myself ragged trying to accomplish every one of his ideas.
I want more weekends like this. Not just the extra day, but the weather and the work we've got done! We worked on some that have been waiting for 5 years.... Nice.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
