I am feeling better, but I can't help but think that this silence is killing our M. I know, there wasn't much of one before I put up these boundaries. However, our communication has dissipated to almost nothing. I know there is nothing more that I can do than to stay disciplined and follow the course of working on me. So I am reading books, staying busy, and trying to keep a PMA. One day at a time, another one starts now.
By the way @Kettricken, I looked for your thread and didn't find one. Do you have one on these boards? Thanks. T.