It's 2 weeks since I made contact with H. It was bothering me a little on the weekend but back at work today and I'm fine again so I'm going to keep at it and I'll reconsider in a week's time. He hasn't contacted me and I don't think he will. He will be busy as he has a very significant exam coming up and if he even thinks I'm deliberately out of touch he will do the same. He is very stubborn so he would outlast me easily. He didn't speak to his parents for months when the A was first revealed. And in addition, he probably couldn't care less if I don't make contact. So, while I'm out of touch I have to work on a few things. To begin it's to do with the house. it all looks ok but it could look smarter. Then it's me as well. I have the health stuff to sort first and then I'm back to gym and I've always wanted to have makeup lessons so I will look into that, too.
You're right I did this because I wanted to change the friendship thing a little with him...tired of him cake-eating but following Dia's sitch and I'm reconsidering that. Perhaps instead of recognising the steps closer we've made I only saw what he wasn't doing for me and how he doesn't contribute very much to the friendship. I need patience!!
On the other hand I am not going to be walked over and I still feel the need to let him know how I feel about the way he spoke to me a few weeks back. It may not score me any points but I would at least be setting a boundary. Won't follow this up until I make a decision abcout making contact.
Perhaps i can manage both....call him down the track and get him back on side and then gently broach the subject.
Had a great day at work..looking forward to another good one tomorrow.
