Woke up this morning and the lost/mislaying feeling for H wasnt so prevelant, maybe because its the week and I know where he should be at work probably? S is at home he has cricked his neck, I popped upstairs to see him and ask why he was still here and not at work, but thought no I am gonna 180 him as well, no panicking he will get the sack he has any more time off, hes twenty one and its his life to screw up, so said Im popping back to bed for half hour see you later.
Went to bed at a reasonable time last night and dropped like a stone I was so tired. Got a lunch date today with my riding friend as she is on hols this week, also got a couple of medical appointments, and a day out friday and a party/bbq saturday. Need to get on with the garden again at some point, as I need to get that bed sorted before winter sets in.
Bit worried about the accounts as there appears to be a £800 difference between the available balance and balance and not email from H saying what he has been spending. I dont think he has paid the mortgage either, as the £800 difference isnt enough. Also by now he will have had to pay a deposit/rent for his flat, bet thats what it is and hes too chicken to say. Im just gonna keep saying "I will not panic" to myself, cos if I panic thats when I will go off cock and I'm not going too!
Off to see what the rest of you have been up too!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
