Hey Dia, Yes H is cake-eating but he is still making steps towards you bit by bit. I think your journalling here helps us all see the progress you have made and in turn to keep you on course. Look forward now and disregard the cake-eating and focus on those wondeful steps out of the dark. I think it was when I lost sight of the steps forward that our sitch took a backward step. Anger and impatience are our worst enemies.
