UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Eskimo Nell]

I know that you are right Oz, plus, I do believe that my C is marvellous on 'personal insight' issues and so I don't want to bin her off just because she doesn't share the concept of me wanting to save my M.

I've just spoken with an ex-colleague who's W is soon to become WAW and I have tried to get him to sign up here! He's here in Perth and we could be good for supporting one another but I think that he's been too wrapped up in his stuff and me in mine thus far. We are also extreme north and south of the city, which makes it difficult. Will have to see how that pans out.

You are right. I am so low at the moment and I do need to get out of the house more, as C suggested. She has made me promise to do 3 sessions in the garden this week! She's so encouraging and she has even given me a two hour appt for the week after next. It feels churlish not to show her that I have made some progress but I really have not. Not from the C side, anyhow! My changes, if any, are from being here. I just 'enjoy' going to see my C. It's time out and more tangible than being a pseudo-name on an internet site.